today is tuesday and i'm in INTI~

I just got back to inti last night, my family are now at Putrajaya and as I want to use the internet, I went back to INTI. My family have no plans for this holiday so I think its better for me to be here, I can't study at home as I will keep on playing with my brothers, I'll become too lazy to do homework, sleep+eat+watch movie+play+shopping=my holiday, so I had decided to go back to INTI, do my english and some studies, and I found out there are still other SAM students who haven't or didn't going back!
I felt lonely in this room but get to use with it, as I am always been left alone when Qila had gone back....
1 week is a short period for me, so I think that there's no point of going back. If I stay here I can use the internet at ease without my brother disturbing me, I can do my blog without my mum watching it, and I can open my facebook freely....haha~_~

I mean is that I can do my work at my time, I don't like to be force to study and study, there's time where I want to go out, or facebooking, or study, or anything that girl alaways do.....haha
Sometime the "force" give me a big pressure, and sometime I needed it when I was too lazy to do work so I want to be forced. but I realize that what I really want is my own time, I know that I can't manage my time wisely, I always follow my heart wants, sometime I could control it but sometimes I fail. It's hard to control our own desire, I always desire everything in this world untill I tend to forget myself.
I know it's dangerous to be like that, and I keep on telling myself, remembering myself, who you really are?

ok...enough with the stories, I have to get back to my work.....
have a nice day~_~