TODAY IS OUR 52 YEARS OF MERDEKA!!

PEOPLES GATHERD AT THE PARLIMEN FOR THE MERDEKA CELEBRATION. I CAN STILL HERE THEY SANG A LOT OF MERDEKA SONGS. EVEN THOUGH I'M NOT AT THE PARLIMEN RIGHT NOW BUT THE TELEVISION SHOWED WHAT THE EVENTS ARE NOW.

I THOUGH OF HEARING SUDIRMANS VOICE NOW BUT IT WAS NOT HIM...HAHA

IT DOES LOOK A LIKE. I REMEMBERED MY DAYS DURING MERDEKA CELEBRATION AT SCHOOL. I WAS A CHOIR SINGER SO I ALWAYS SANG FOR CERTAIN EVENTS ESPECIALLY MERDEKA. THE MOST MEMORIAL ONE IS WHEN I WAS AT TKC. WE CELEBRATE IT WITH THE STUDENTS FROM SINGAPORE. WE SHOWED THEM THE MEANING OF OUR MERDEKA. I REMEBERED ON THAT NIGHT WHEN MY CHOIR GROUP WAS GOING TO LEAVE THE STAGE I STEPPED ON MY FRENS SKIRT AND SHE WAS GOING TO FALL INFRONT OF THE HONOURED GUESS. ARGH!! THANK GOD SHE MANNAGED TO BALANCE HERSELF. I CAN'T STOP MYSELF SAYING SORRY TO HER.

WHEN I WAS IN SMK SERI MAHKOTA, OTHER THAN GIVING A CHOIR I WAS SELECTED TO RECITE A POEM THAT DAY. WELL I'M QUIET NERVOUS AT FIRST BUT AFTER I GOT USED WITH FOR 2 YEARS MY NERVOUS WAS GONE. TEACHERS SAID THAT I HAD A LOUD VOICE THAT I DON'T HAVE TO USE THE MICROPHONE. I REMEBERED MY AUNT SAID THAT," DJA, DULU KO TELAN MIKE, SKRG KO MKN SPEAKER PLAK!!". I THOUGHT I DID'NT SCREAM IN THE HOUSE OR DO I?? I DON'T KNOW.

HERE ARE SOME SONGS THAT I LIKE :

PUTRA PUTRI

* PUTRA PUTRI NEGARA JAYA

   BERSATU BERPADU TENAGA

   PADAMU HARAPANNYA BANGSA
   SEANDAI CITA-CITA

   PUTRA PUTRI SEJATI MULIA
   KOTA BANDAR DESA SEPASTI
   SERUAN JASMANI DEWI SUCI
   BAKTI JASA JIWA MU

  MENEGAKKAN NUSA
  MENDIRIKAN BANGSA
  PUTRA PUTRI DEWI
  CEKAL GAGAH BERANI

REPEAT *
SEANDAI CITA-CITA


SETIA

DEMI NEGARA YANG TERCINTA
DICURAHKAN BAKTI PENUH SETIA
DEMI RAJA YANG DISANJUNG TINGGI
KESETIAAN TAK BERBELAH BAGI

KEPADA PEMIMPIN KEPADA RAKYAT
KHIDMAT DIBERI PENUH TAAT
SAMA BEKERJA SAMA BERUSAHA
SETIA BERKHIDMAT UNTUK SEMUA

RELA BERKORBAN APA SAHAJA
AMANAH BANGSA TETAP DI JAGA
KAMI BERIKRAR PENUH SETIA
UNTUK AGAMA, BANGSA DAN NEGARA




TANAH PUSAKA

SUNGGUH GEMILANG NEGERIKU
YANG KU PUJA
OH TANAH MALAYSIA
DI MERATA DUNIA
HARUM SEMERBAK NAMA MU
OH MALAYSIA

AMAN MAKMUR KAYA RAYA
SELAMA-LAMA
HIDUP MAJU JAYA
KAU TANAHA PUSAKA
NEGERIKU YANG BERDAULAT DAN MERDEKA

* TANAH PUSAKA BERTUAH
   BERBAGAI BANGSA DI DALAMANYA
   HIDUP AMAN DAN BERSAMA

   BERSATU KERJA UNTUK MALAYSIA

MUSUH MELANGGAR KU GEMPUR

SUNGGUH RELAKU GUGUR KERANA..

OH TANAHA PUSAKA

BIAR PUTIH TULANG JANGAN PUTIH MATA

REPEAT *

MALAYSIAKU GEMILANG

MARILAH KITA SEMUA

ATAS NAMA NEGARA BANGSA

DENGAN TEKAD MULIA

MAJU BERWAWASAN
MENCIPTA KEAGUNGAN

BERPADULAH KITA SEMUA

DI DALAM SATU SUARA

DENGAN DEGUPAN MERDEKA

MENJULANG BUDAYA BANGSA

UNTUK MALAYSIA TERCINTA

* MALAYSIAKU GEMILANG

   MERDEKANYA TERBILANG
   BERDAULAT DAN MAKMUR

   BERJAYA KAMI SYUKUR

   MALAYSIA, KEBEBASAN KEDAMAIAN

   MALAYSIA, KEBAHAGIAAN KABANGGAAN

   MALAYSIA, CEMERLANG TERBILANG

   MALAYSIA KU GAGAH GEMILANG

REPEAT *

As I am going back to INTI tomorrow, I went for a little shopping at Kuantan. I bought a lot of foods for my days Sahur and Berbuka at INTI. I can't imagine what its like having terawih there. I can't wait to see it. Anyway guess what I had buy today...

I'm packing my things right now but actually I'm giving the last touch on my homework....hahahaha

I admit that I always do things at the last minute, well the Malaysians does...and so am I.

To night is the independents EVE....

I don't know if they would be any fire works tonight...

my dad said that they will not celebrate for the EVE only tomorrow MERDEKA celebration at the PARLIMEN...

I don't no what does it feel like being in this kind of occasion. What I ment was being there at the MERDEKA celebration. Crowded with people. I don't like crowded places but it may be different in different occasion right. I do like to be in the book fest or pc fair, or maybe funfair but I never went to MERDEKA celebration or JOMHEBOH or anything crowded. I really want to go but I never had the oppurtunity. Why??

I don't know...

Well, I'm wishing HAPPY 52 YEARS OF MERDEKA!!!! HOPE MALAYSIA WILL CONTINUE TO LIVE IN PEACEFUL AND HARMONY.....

I'm going back to INTI!!!!
One week felt like a second..
I just remembered how I did my 'cleaning' before leaving my room...
and now...I'll be back there again...
I hope it will not be filled with dust...
I don't know but my room seem to catch dust everyday...
I hate cleaning and I had to force myself in doing it (even though once a week)
Huh...I'm packing now...
and it seems that my bag is full!!!
with food of course...
I intend to bring it for my sahur but it seems that my bag can't hold the weight...hahaha
well I bring a lot of books to read (but not all books I used) so I had to bring another bag to put my things...huhuhu
****
This is my last night having dinner with my family....
sleeping on my King size bed...alone...
having my last privacy in this room...
hahaha
how sad it is...





but I noticed that next week (monday) is a holiday!!
Nuzul Quran...
and I'm planning to go back home with my dad...
he had offer me a ride...
I can't wait to meet **** again...

TO ALL PISCES!!


I THINK EVERYONE EVER READ THIS RIGHT?



PISCES SOUL

WATER FLOWS THROUGH RIVERS

AS IT FLOW THROUGH MY EYES

THEY SAY A PISCES DREAMER

HAS LIVED OTHER LIVES



THERE’S SOMETHING MORE

THERE, I CAN SEE IT CLEAR

NOT SOMETHING YOU HOLD IN YOUR HAND

THE END OF THE CIRCLE

IT ENDS WITH ME INTERNITY



THE POET AND THE DREAMER

CREATING PISCES FLOW

THERE IS WORLD THAT WE POSSESS

THAT ALL OF YOU CAN’T KNOW



THERE’S SOMETHING MORE

THERE, I CAN SEE IT CLEAR

NOT SOMETHING YOU HOLD IN YOUR HAND

THE END OF THE CIRCLE

IT ENDS WITH ME INTERNITY



BEYOND JUST WHAT YOU CAN SEE LIES DARKNESS

MY LIFE IT CHANGES WITH EVERYTHING AROUND ME

SOMETIMES I NEDD TO GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE

IF YOU ARE A SOUL IN NEED

IF YOU NEED COMPASSION

I WILL STAND UP LIKE A WALL RIGHT BY YOUR SIDE

I CAN TELL WHAT OTHERS CAN’T TELL

YES, I CAN READ YOUR MIND

PISCES BELONGS IN ANOTHER WORLD AT ANOTHER TIME

NEPTUNE RULES MY HOURS

DEVOTED BY YOUR SIDE

THE HEARTS OF THE PISCES SOUL LIVES

THROUGH TIME, THROUGH TIME...

CHARACTER REVIEW ON THE DROVER PLAYED BY HUGH JACKMAN IN THE FILM AUSTRALIA

Being a drover means the person does not have to rely on others. He is the boss and he is the worker, no
one can hires him or fire him. This shows that the drover is an independent person. He is a freelance cowboy who makes his living steering thousands of head of cattle across hundreds of miles of outback. He is a horseman who prefers to live under the heat sun, a person who can manage himself to live in it. Seriously it’s hard to live in a desert like country with a low average of rain pour. So it’s hard to find water and to feed ourselves but the drover could stand the challenge even though his alone droving, he still can survive by himself.

Other than that, being a Drover also means that he is a brave man. He could face any challenges during the droving period. During the time where he and his groups were on their way droving Lady Sarah Ashley’s (Sarah) cattle to Darwin, he had to face several problems. First is when the cattle was caught by fire while the groups have their rest, the Drover tried his best to lead the cattle to a safer place. Second, is the part where he had to decide the fastest path to get water and to get to Darwin in time. The nearest water is a five-day ride, but Magarri remarks that across one of the deserts, a three-day ride, where there is water. Drover argues that there is no way they can drive across it, because there is not enough landmarks, so they will get lost and die. But he bravely agrees with the decision to take that path as King George willing to take them there. He also brave to confront the white people even he knows that he had been neglected by them. This is when Sarah invited him to the ball and told him that she had a special suit for him but he does not want to go. On that night after Sarah was dancing with King Carney, the crowd in the ball became silence and all eyes was staring at the entrance. It was the Drover! Sarah invited him for a dance, Foxtrot. They dance, as everyone is incredulous that she would dance with him since he associates with aborigines. There is another part where Nullah was almost been shot by Mr. Fletcher, the Drover risk his life to protect him.

The Drover was also a friendly person, especially to the aborigines. On their way to Faraway Dawns, he meets up with several of his friends. There was a man, running along side of his truck, saying hallo to him. Sarah was surprised because the man could catch up with the speed of the truck. On the next day, they met with an aboriginal girl, who wants the Drover to hang out with her but the Drover tells her that he is delivering a package. Sarah misunderstood his friendly manner as she was sure that the Drover is exploiting women down in Australia and they get into an argument.

The Drover is very well ordered with his work. When Lady Ashley fires Flitcher, he was very mad at her and said that he cannot drive her 1500 cattle by his own. He needs at least seven men to do that but now he has only three, himself, Magarri and other aborigine. He noticed that Nullahs mother and grandmother could ride the horses. Thus, he agreed to recruit them. Nullah volunteers and Sarah told him that she can ride a horse too. He explains that it is not an easy riding, but she insists. At the end, he manages to get the group for droving.

Everyone has a talent and so goes to the Drover has the talent to tame the horses. It seems that he is gifted, like what Lady Ashley said, “You really do have a gift with horses”. We could see it when he tries to tame Capriconia, Lady Ashley’s horse where she had given to the Drover as a gift of helping her sending the cattle to Darwin. Lady Ashley thinks that he could manage Faraway Downs but he was not interested.

The discrimination of the aborigines is widely shown in this movie. Unlike other white man, the Drover is different. He hates the way the whites treat the aborigines. He always hang out with his friend, Magarri, an aborigines even though he always being teas by the men at the bar. The Drover once married with an aborigine, which was also Magarri’s sister. Supposedly, a white man cannot marry an aborigine, it’s against the law. Since then, he is just like an outsider where he is not accepted in the white society neither in the Aboriginal society as he is a white man. Thus, he disagreed with the whites who discriminated the aborigines and there was one part where he said that, “Just because it is, doesn’t mean it should be”. It is the part in the bar where his friend, Magarri was not allowed to enter a white man’s bar, he cannot drink with them either.

The Drover is well known about the aborigine’s culture. He said that they cannot speak the dead person’s name when talking about them. It was when Nullah’s mother died because of drowning when she helps her son, Nullah hide in the water tank. During that time, one of the men from the car uses the faucet to cool down. This fills up the water tank. The same happened to Mr. Flynn when he was trampled by the cattle as his horse breaks a leg, sending him flying onto the ground. When they were helped by King George to get pass the dessert, the Drover explains that the aborigines have a song for every rock and landmark, allowing them to find a path. The Drover also understands that every aboriginal child will have to learn walkabout, where they had to learn travelling to become a man, a real man.

Alo!
I found my poem that I had wrote when I was in form 2. Well actually the poem was for my presentation for the Celcom Youth Ambassador (CYA) competition. I remember an event regarding this poem. At first, I didn't thought that my poem would be used for the presentation because supposedly the person in charge of making the poem was someone else, a form four student, a guy...

We both showed our poem and surprisingly mine was chosen. The guy left with a sour face. He throw away his masterpiece into the dustbin. I secretly picked it out and read it. Hm....I think it was good so I intend to keep it.

Can you help me judge which one is better??

Here's mine :
You said," I had a long dream...
                It was a very sad dream
                But what I saw wasn't one bit clouded...
I said," It's okay to cry,
           You have friends that stay by your side
           No matter what happens...

With standing the current
You Can't even raise your voice
It could be the end right there,
But....Life Goes On

This time you'll take off with courage
Spread the wings of your heart
And fly....
To the unseen future...


Here's the guy's poem :

Jejak pertama
Di gerbang duka
Hanya sayu dan pilu
Melihat anak-anak kecil
Menanti penuh pengharapan

Tiada wajah suka
Atau gembira
Yang tinggal hanyalah
Wajah penuh penderitaan
Menanti hari mendatang

Di hati kecil mereka hanya berkata
Oh...tuhan mengapa aku
Mengapa aku dilahirkan begini
Apa dosa aku, apa salah ibu bapaku
Mengapa aku menjadi mangsanya
Dikala orang bergembira
Mengapa aku di sini....

What do you think??
         

OMG! I can't continue my fast...I'm p****d!!!
So, my daily schdule had changed, I did all the cleaning from the dishes to laundry...
Fuh, I forget to say that I woke up late today, about 10a.m.
Asri went for his Physics class as the trial is coming....
I'm scared of him on Physics cause my mom teaches Physics and I know what my mom feels if her son fail.
Well I know it looks like pressure to Asri cause he had to struggle to get the best mark...
hm..I also felt the same when I was in Form 5...
but I do love Physics more than Bio, I told Asri that he had to be thankful that he did'nt took Bio for SPM, he replaced it with ICT. He also drop EST but he replaced it with Art, I know his good at it. So he took 10 subjects for his SPM copared to me, I only took 9 subjects in my SPM. If he mannage to 'defeat' me, I had to traet him with something (seems like i'm not very sincere to give a treat)...

Today I cooked my favourite dish : masak lemak cili api!!
Thank God its not too spicy if not the whole family will be in the toilet for years...

And then I went to watch Naruto Shippuden The Movie : BOND, the latest one...
it's quiet interesting, the meaning of the stories is about the bonding between friends, teachers...
even though Naruto looks like an idiot but he can understand people well and he shares his thought and experiance with them...
his bond between Kakashi, Jiraiya, and his best friend, that he promised to bring him back, Sasuke...

I also want to mention about Sai....his COOL....
Since they lost Sasuke (if you watch Naruto, you'll understand why Sasuke left), Sai had replaced him....and he is so so COOL....I don't know why I'm saying he is COOL maybe because the way he fights, smooth but I prefer to say it like an art...

If you'r a fan of Naruto, don't miss this movie!!!

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

Today is my first day at the Bazaar. I tell to my brothers to accompany me but they were just to lazy to get up. I got mad and storm out of house, rode the bicycle and arrive at the Bazaar. I don't like to quarel with them especially in Ramadan month. So I hold back my temper and stroll down the lane full of stalls. There's a lot of dishes serves there, various food, kuih-muih, murtabak, laksa, bubur lambuk, and don't forget my favourite, roti John. They also serve all kinds of drinks, pack ready into the plastics. I had planned to take a look at the cloths first and I found myself two nice tudung for rm17. Wait till my presentation on next next Thursday, i might wear it on that day. I also bought something for my brothers, well its food actually, the call me an order nasi ayam, burger and bubur lambuk, plus air tebu. For me, I bought laksa, roti john and soya bean. I arrive home about 7p.m. Its almost the time for our buka puasa. So I quickly call out my brothers, force them to prepare the table, while I rush to the toilet and have a quick bath. I don't like to go for a shower after I ate. I feel very uncomfortable in doing that. After dinner Asri ask me what we're going to eat for sahur?? hm...I guess I did'nt have the mood to cook for tomorrow so I ask him to make Maggi Goreng and some boiled eggs.
And now I thought of doing the character review on Drover, I had use almost all of time 'playing' so its time for me to start focusing on my homework....Chaiyo!!

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

I'M DOING THE COOK FOR TODAY!!
JUST SIMPLE ONES, FIRST I MADE "LAUK SINGGANG" OR CERTAIN PEOPLE CALL IT "KUAH KUNYIT", "SAMBAL SOTONG" AND IKAN GORENG MASAK CILI"
I ALSO MADE A DESSERT, EM NOT REALLY A DESERT, WE CALL IT ONDE-ONDE OR MAYBE EASY TO BE SIGNIFY AS KUIH MELAKA.

WELL THIS MY FIRST DISH AFTER MY LONG BREAK IN INTI, FOR THE FIRST SIX MONTH I WAS AT HOME, DOING MOM'S WORK, THAT IS COOKING BUT I LOVE TO DO THE DESSERT LIKE PUDDINGS, CAKES AND KUIH-MUIH.

ALL OF YOU SHOULD TRY MY "MASAK LEMAK CILI API" BUT I WARN YOU, ITS QUIET SPICY CAUSE I USUALLY PUT A LOTS OF CILI API IN IT, ITS A NEGERI SEMBILAN'S DISH AND THEY USUALLY LIKE TO COOK SPICIES DISHES. WELL I LIVE HERE FOR ALMOST 2 YEARS AND THIS IS MY THIRD YEAR IN N.9.

I WANT TO SHARE WITH YOU A HAIKU:

BEGGING FORGIVENESS
PARDON ON AIDILFITRI
A DOOR WIDE OPEN

WELL ACTUALLY I CAN'T UNDERSTAND HAIKU AT ALL, HOW THEY WERE MADE AND ESPECIALLY THE MEANING, IF ANYONE CAN TELL ME PLEASE.....

HERE'S ANOTHER ONE :

MIZU TANKU KOWASHITA YOU NA GATSU

THE BREAKING OF WATER TANK ON THE ROOF, SUDDEN DOWNPOURS IN SUMMER

WELL I GET THIS FROM A BOOK, I FOUND IT SEEMS VERY INTERESTING BUT ACTUALLY I CAN'T GET IT, THE MEANING OF COURSE...HUHUHU
HELP ME! - TASUKETE!

Nothing much its just that my parents are going to KL after the dinner, my mom wants to help grandma with the packing there and my father works tomorrow (today la cause I post this today). My mom left me with RM200 to spend for her days off maybe till Saturday. So I had to watch the house and my brothers while they are not around.

Hm...I rather watch the television or surfing the net than watching them, but what could I say its my responsibility right....I'm the eldest so I'm in charge of it.

Responsibility....I kind to hate that word, I'm the eldest so I have to show good attitudes to my brothers, I'm the eldest so I've to be the model in every aspect; especially in academic, they'll follow everything I did but mostly the bad things of course...I don't know either I'm capable in handling things like this, i mean the responsility, it seems hard to choose what is right and what is wrong, in the end you'll have to face the concequences from the choice you've done....

Actually, I don't know what I'm talking about, it sounds like trash right...

From what I know I'm not a mature adult, I still can't decide for the right choices, what I do really know that humans do make mistakes so I think its ok if I do mistakes in my life but I had to try to minimize or maybe avoide from making one...

Now I'm totally talking trash....

hm...so

Be The Best You Can Be

Speak kind words,
as you'll be heard and judged.

Love kindly and unselfishly,
with no wish to posses.

Give freely to all,
and you shall receive so much more.

Listen to the problems of others,
and your own shall be halved.

Live each day as your last,
treasuring each moment.

Strive to be greater,
than you were before.

Dream of what can be,
a world of peace and for all to share.

Just Be The Best You Can Be!!

Nothing much, its as the same as yesterday, the difference is what we ate for our 'Berbuka puasa' guess what??
Sate!!
Not from kajang...but the taste is good...I recommend you to come to Kuantan and try out our Satay Zul!!!
Its so delicious, you have to try it.

Well we ate sate because of an occasion. Do you want to know what it is??
It's my brothers Birthday, supposely we celebrate it tomorrow but as my dad and mom are going to KL tomorrow (and we are left alone) so we celebrate it early than the date : 24 August

My stomach was so full until I can't move. So I rest a while before going for my Maghrib prayer.

Now...I'm doing my homework on malaysian studies about the governing process in Malaysia and how the parliament members lost their seats during the mandate period.

SAHUR TIME....I woke up about 4.30 a.m. in the morning, went to the bathroom, wash my face, brush my teeth and...hm..too detail I guest..hehehe
Then I went to my brother's room, wake them up then I went to help my mother, preparing the meal for our first sahur.
After we had finished our meal, my brother, Fikri and Shukor helped me out (by force) with the dishes, I washed, they rinsed.

SUBUH TIME...Then I stayed in the room, waiting for the azan Subuh pray. Rigth after I had finished my solat, my brother, Asri came, secretly.Well actually I promised him to watch Supernatural together but I was so 'tired' and let him use my laptop alone.

MORNING....I wake up (about 9.00a.m. maybe) when I received a sms from Mr. Yee saying : "Selamat Berpuasa. Remember the significance of this Holy month and the reason for fasting"
That makes me to remembered something about him "Enjoy your time to the fullest" he always says that in class and I can kept my head of it.

So I make a schedule on my holiday time. My parents are busy right now so they don't have time to take us out for a vacation. My father is working office hour at Meteorology HQ in PJ, while my mother had planned to go to her mother's house (my grandma) in KL to give hand on moving their belongings to a new place as my grandma's place are going to be used to build....hm...something...I don't remember what it is...

EVENING...On that day, I'm going to do my math and some reading on malaysian studies. Then, I'll have my pleasure time watching movies until evening. I went for a shower about 5p.m. and went to help my mother with the cooking : "sayur tumis", "lauk singgang", "ikan goreng masak cili" and rendang ayam" (my favourite!!)

DINNER TIME....About 7.20p.m, the azan Maghrib is heard, that is the sign where we can open our fast, then we recite our doa, say thanks to God for what He had gave us. As usual I was left to do the cleaning alone, well I'm quite a tricky person so I said to Asri if he want to watch Supernatural again he has to help me with the dishes...hahaha

NIGHT....My father went to the surau for terawih with my brothers. I was left alone with my youngest brother, Latif. His quiet a naughty kid so my dad did'nt bring him along. So I had to watch over him (well actually I prefer to watch the movie rather than watching him). I slept early that night....~END OF MY FIRST DAY~

Starring: Samuel L. Jackson, Ashanti, Rick Gonzalez, Rob Brown, Antwoin Tanner, Debbi Morgan, Robert Ri’chard, Nana Gbewonyo, Channing Tatum
Directed by Thomas Carter
Produced by Michael Tollin, Brian Robbins, David Gale
Written by Mark Schwahn, John Gatins

Based on the true story of Coach Ken Carter, a controversial high school basketball coach played by Samuel L. Jackson. He is an ex-high school basketball player and sports store owner who is asked to coach the high school basketball team the Richmond Oilers his old high school in a poor area of Richmond, California, where he was a champion athlete before. The story of an inspirational schoolteacher who elevates his underachieving pupils to hitherto undreamed of heights. Jackson embodies the conviction and compassion of Ken Carter, the real life coach who gained notoriety in 1999 when he benched the unbeaten Richmond Oilers high school basketball team for their poor academic record. Coach Carte slowly begins to turn the team from inner city losers into student athletes.

Faced with a lackluster team, composed of underprivileged kids for who death or prison are a more likely option than college as much dismayed by the poor attitudes of his players as well as their dismal play performance, Carter sets about to change both. He immediately imposes a strict regime typified in written contracts that include stipulations for respectful behaviour and a dress code where the players have to wear a tie on game day. He also stipulates the players to maintain respectable grades of 2.3 and sit in the front row of classes. Other than that, he wants the team to become a united team or they would not play. Despite being met with a resounding cry of "this is bullshit," and the defection of some of the team's best players, Carter stands firm. Showing himself to be every bit as tough as the delinquent kids, he imposes a grueling regimen of training on the group of young men, which includes his own son, Damien Carter. Key word: student. Carter’s rigorous workout routine not only stretches the boundaries of the human body but also the mind.

Under Carter's inspirational guidance, the team goes on to win every one of their games and the community rallies behind them. The team becomes an undefeated competitor in the games and on its way to the 1999 State Championship. However, when the overconfident team's behaviour begins to stray and Carter received their low grades, he learns that too many players are doing poorly in class. He takes immediate action. To the outrage of the team, the school and the community, Carter cancels all team activities and locks the court until the team shows acceptable academic improvement. This angers both the parents and the school officials, but Carter refuses to back down. He received national attention when he locked the gym and benched the whole team for poor grades. Coach Carter received some praise and much more criticism for his decision. In the ensuing debate, Carter fights to keep his methods, determined to show the boys that they need to rely on more than sports for their futures even though the parents said that grades are not as important as the sport is. He wants the Oilers be the winners both on and off court and eventually he finds out that he had affected them more profoundly than he ever expected. Carter's ruthless methods not only bring him into conflict with the players and their parents, but also the school's principal , culminating in a showdown when he locks the gym and cancels games until the players' grades improve.

In addition, the film interweaves the story of the team's new found success with glimpses into the personal lives of the players. There's the drug dealing Timo Cruz, a rebellious teenager whose initial dismissal from the team leads to him hanging out with the local gang members, Lyle, who's heading for the same fate as his criminal father, and Kenyon Stone, who sees the prospect of college as a way of escaping the shackles of premature domesticity that loom with his pregnant girlfriend Kyra.

Watch it to know what happens next! You can download it in dc++ if you want or come to me to get a copy of it...

Qila and my friends from Actuarial Science class most of them had gone back today.
I don't want to go back early, I don't want to rush.
My father is working tomorrow. He could take a day off but I don't like him to that.
So here I am, waiting until tomorrow come, I hope the time pass smoothly.
I can't wait to meet my family. Well actually I can't wait to celebrate the first week of Ramadhan month, where I can dinner with my family and have my terawih together.

Mr. Yee said that we had to use our time to the fullest. That means I have to use my holiday time in the right way, that satisfy me of course.

So start for tomorrow I had planned various chores before I'm living this room for a week. I had 'force' Qila to clean up her place. Thus, my work for tomorrow are:
1. Wash the container, cups, water bottle, and fork and spoon.
2. Put all the laundry into the washer machine. Wait for 45 minutes
3. While waiting, iron all the baju kurung and tudung, and hang it nicely in the wardrobe
4. After 45 minutes, put the laundry into the drying machine. Wait until 28 minutes.
5. BRUNCH!! I'M HUNGRY!!
6. Fold (is it ok to use this word??) the laundry and put it into the wardrobe
7. Fill the bags with stuff that I want to bring back
8. Most important part : SWEEPING!!!

Ganbatte ne, Hitomi-chan!!!

Dodeche ar suga obso namjadurui maum
Wonhar ten onjego da juni ije tonande
Ironjog choumirago nonun thugbyorhadanun
Gu marur midosso negen hengbogiosso

Marur haji guresso nega shirhojyoda go
Nunchiga obnun nan nur bochegiman hesso
Norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
Sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika

Modungor swibge da jumyon gumbang shirhjungnenunge
Namjara durosso thollin mar gathjin anha
Dashinun sogji anhuri maum mogo bojiman
Todashi sarange munojinunge yoja ya

Onur urin heojyosso budi hengbogharago
Noboda johun sarammannagir barandago
Nodo darun namjarang togathe nar saranghanda go
Marhanten onjego
Sorjighi na nega jar doenungo shirho
Naboda yepun yoja manna hengboghage
Jar sarmyon otohge guroda nar jongmar ijoborimyon otohge
Nan irohge himdunde himduro juggenunde
Ajigdo nor nomu saranghanunde

Sarangur wihesoramyon modun da har su inun
Yojaui chaghan bonnungur iyong hajinun marajwo
Hanyojaro theona sarangbadgo sanunge
Irohge himdurgo oryourjur mollasso

Norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
Sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika

Norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
Sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika

TRANSLATION
I just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you're special
I believed those words and I was so happy

You should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything

i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
i don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed
me although I will curse you I'll still miss you
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything

[narration]
Hey babe the pain it's not enough to describe how i feel we were so happy together but I know now I've been blind you told me that you'd never let me down whenever I needed you you'd always be here I can forgive but I cant forget even though you hurt meI still love you I still love youDon't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love and her caring instinct U didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard Although i will curse you i'll still miss you Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything although i will curse you i'll still miss youBecause I am a girl, to whom love is everything

[the guy said]
there is a girl whom I love. Now I can`t stay with her, but I still love her

I'VE READ MAS'S BLOG ON ACTUARY SCIENCE...
AND WHAT A SHOCK!!
BEFORE THIS I ALWAYS ASK MYSELF "WHY DID I TAKE ACTUARY SCIENCE??"
MY FATHER HAD ASK ME IF I'VE HAD MAKE MY RIGHT DECISION...
HM....I THINK I DOUBT ABOUT IT...
DO I REALLY WANT TO DO ACTUARY??
IF YES, WHY??
I CAN'T ANSWER IT...

AT FIRST WHAT I KNEW ABOUT ACTUARY SCIENCE WAS MATHEMATIC BASED...
WELL I DO LOVE MATHS...EVENTHOUGH I ALWAYS HAD PROBLEMS WITH MY ADD MATH....HEHEHE...I TRULLY LOVE IT...

BUT NOW AFTER READING WHAT MAS HAD WROTE, THE FEELING OF UNCERTAINTY CAME...
DID I REALLY MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE??
I ALWAYS FACE TWO ROADS THAT I HAD TO CHOOSE BETWEEN THEM...
IT'S LIKE THE POEM "THE ROAD NOT TAKEN"
I REMEBERED ABOUT MY FRIEND, VAGESWARY, WHERE SHE HAD ONE SAID THAT I'M GOING TO FACE TWO ROAD IN MY LIFE THAT I HAVE TO MAKE A CHOICE WHERE THE CHOICE WILL CHANGE MY LIFE FOREVER. SHE SAID IT JUST BY SEEING MY PALM...WELL I DON'T IF IT'S TRUE UNTIL I FACE A LOT OF THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT I HAD TO CHOOSE

I REMEMBERED IT CLEARLY WHEN I WAS IN FORM 4, I DID'NT GET THE CHANCE TO FURTHER MY STUDIES INTO ANY BOARDING SCHOOL (SBP, MARA, ETC..). MY FATHER THOUGHT THAT I WAS DEPRESSED ABOUT IT THAT HE SECRETLY SENT AN APPEAL LETTER. SUPRISINGLY I GOT IT BUT I DON'T WANT TO GO.
THE ENROLEMENT IS AFTER THE MARCH SCHOOL HOLIDAY. ON THE WAY HOME, AFTER ME AND MY FAMILY HAD OUR HOLIDAY AT MY GRANDMA'S HOUSE AT KL, MY MOM ASK ME WHY I DID'NT WANT TO GO??
SHE WAS HOPING FOR ME TO GO TO A BOARDING SCHOOL. THUS SHE TRY HER BEST TO INFLUENCE ME TO GO. SO ALONG THE ROAD I WAS BEING "LACTURED" BECAUSE OF MY CHILDISH REASON THAT I HAD OPEN UP "A BUSINESS" AT SCHOOL AND I LIKE TO GO ON WITH IT. HOW FOOLISH I AM TO TELL SOMETHING LIKE THAT. AT LAST I AGREED WITH MY MOM SO THE NEXT MORNING I WENT OUT WITH MY DAD BUY THINGS TO BE BROUGHT TO TKC.

WELL THANK GOD I WENT THERE. I WAS'NT THOUGHT THAT I'LL BE GETTING A SCHOLARSHIP BUT AS I AM A TKCIAN I GOT IT. WELL AT FIRST THAT IT WAS HARD TO GET IT AND ONCE I'VE GOT MY HEAD CAN'T STOP THINKING THAT IT WAS BECAUSE I'M A TKCIAN THAT'S WHY I GOT IT. IT'S NOT BECAUSE OF MYSELF.
WELL I REALLY HATE TO SAID THAT BUT I JUST FEEL THAT'S THE REASON.

AND NOW, AFTER SPM, I HAD TO MAKE ANOTHER CHOICE,
WELL EVERYONE KNOWS THAT I'M A STRAIGHT A STUDENT {EVENTHOUGHT I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT I'LL GET ONE B ON BIO} SO THEY EXPECT ME TO FURTHER MY STUDIES AT A BETTER PLACE. TRUE BUT IS IT REALLY SUITS ME??

IF I WNET TO MATRIX, I'LL BE AN ENGINEER
IF I WENT TO UM, I'LL BE A DOCTOR
AND IF I WENT TO INTI, I'LL BE AN ACTUARY {WELL I'M NOT RELLY SURE WHAT I'M GOING TO BE HERE}

AS I HAD TOOK THE JPA SCOLAR TO FURTHER MY STUDIES IN ACTUARY, THE PLACE WHERE I HAVE TO GO IS INTI.
SO HERE I AM, I TAKE IT BECAUSE I'VE GOT THE SCOLAR. IT'S A ONE LIFE TIME FOR ME. MOREOVER, MY PARENTS WOULD NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ME TALKING ABOUT NOT ENOUGH MONEY.

I HOPE THAT I'LL NOT REGRET ON WHAT I'M DOING NOW...

IS IT NICE??
I'VE JUST ADD SOME SONGS...
WELL ONLY 4...
BUT ENJOY!!

Everyone is talking about tomorrow....
Guess on what!?
Going Home!!

Thanks to me that I massage Ms Natasya to change accounting class from to 8 till 10 tomorrow...
So Everyone can go home early...
Well I'm not...
I had to wait my father from his work...
That is on Friday evening...

Qila, Mardhiah, Tiqa and Al had planned to go to the ktm at 1.00p.m. tomorrow....
While Mas had planned to go home early, that is on 12.00 p.m. right after mpw class...
Wow! she really misses home...hehehe

So, I'll be left alone again...
But I kind to get use to it...

I may not sing like Keith to expressed my feeling...
But to tell you the truth I really enjoy myself alone...

hm...I was wondering what I'm going to do this evening??
Any suggestion??
At first I want to watch movie...
but I don't have the mood to do it...
Second, I thought of taking a nap...
but I hardly sleep in daylight...
because I'm not a vampire of course.....hehehe....
Third, hm...how about washing??
I don't want to take home my dirty clothes...
INTI have the washing mashines so how about using it??
Nah...probably there's tones of load waiting outside the washer mashine...
Fourth, Going Out!!
but What's the planned?? Why I'm going out?? With who?? Where to go?? When?? How??

I'm Confused...what I'm supposed to do??

first time stay up doing my mpw assignment....
i hope i don't wake up late next morning...
if not i'll get scold by ms. dil....huhuhu
so pray that i'll wake up early...

minna oyasumi....

time for me to sleep...

(. +
+ ' .' tiny stars
' .+ ' shining
bright
time for me
to
say
good night,
so close your eyes
and
snuggle up
tight,

i'm
wishing
you all
sweet
dream
tonight..

I'm still awake doing homework!!
Usually I'll watch movie at this time...hehehe
and wake up late in the morning...
I don't want to make it a habit...
I try my best to change it...
Nankuranaisa!!
Ganbatte ne!!
Katy-chan!!
hehehe...

I felt scared when I saw the massage that Ken send to me....
He said, "W r havin eng now...at b4 l01..2 to 3pm..faster come!

I did'nt notice the previous massege from Vijeya...
She said,"Clas in b4l01. Nw!

Argh!!

Mas tried to call me but I can't hear her voice...
I don't know what's wrong but thank god she call...

I had made my handphone to silent mode for all accept calls...

What a terrible day...
Thank God I manage to be in Ms Dil class eventhough I had left out half of the lesson...
hm...I think not half maybe all because went I entered the class, my classmates are doing some exercises...I manage to copy it but I don't really understand it...I hope by reading the notes could help me...

If I have any problem, do help me...

I found that everyone in my class had done their movie review on Coatch Carter....huhuhu
I don't know how to start....
Well I might focus on doing what I'm doing now...hehehe
My assignment on Mahathir's Foreign Policy...
hm...
any idea??
If so come and help me will you...

Qila went back to Melaka...
I hope she did'nt bring back H1N1...
hehehe...
Kiding..
I heard that majority of the death cases came from three state...
Melaka, Selangor and Johor...
So I've to prepare my mask next week
because I'm going back to my hometown in KL...
at the centre of Crowded People...
I'm quit scared...
I guess...
well everyone does...
hm..

Alone in this room again tonight
I got my laptop on,
The sound turn down and a bottle of coke
No pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surround me
I'll never get over you walking away...

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that being strong and never losing myself-control
But I'm not strong enough to hide out my cheer
To hell with my pride, let it fall out loud
From my mouth
Tonight I wanna laugh....

HAHAHA...
JUST KIDING...

Mas suggest me to watch it...
It's a true store of a girl that suffer....what we call hah??
I don't remember...
********* Degeneration Diseases
She can't walk properly...eat properly...
Well I only watch until the fourt episode...
I can't stand watching it...
why??
It so SAD...huhuhu
I can't see her parents strugle to help her...
especially her dad cause I'm very close to my dad and hate to see him crying for me...
It really hurts my heart...
So I stop watching it because I knew at the end she will die...
It's a 11 episode story...
What I love the most is the theme song...
It's very touching...

ONLY HUMAN

Lyrics (Romaji)
kanashimi no mukou kishi nihohoemi ga aru to iu yo
kanashimi no mukou kishi nihohoemi ga aru to iu yotadori tsuku sono saki ni wanani ga bokura wo matterunigeru tame ja nakuyume ou tame ni
tabi ni deta hazu satooi natsu no ano hiasita sae mieta naratame iki mo nai kedonakare ni sakarau fune no you niima wa mae he susume
kuru shi mi no tsu ki ta basho nishiyawase ga matsu to u yoboku wa ma da saka shi te i rukisetsu ha zu re no hi mawariko bu shi nigi ri shi measahi wo ma te baaka i tsume a to ni namida ki ra ri o chiru
kodoku ni mo na re ta na ratsukia ka ri tayo ri nihame na ki tsubasa de tobi ta tomo-to mae he susume
amakumo ga kireta naramu re ta michi ka ga ya kunami da ke ga hoshi e te ku re rutsuyoi tsuyoi hikaritsuyo ku mae he susume


English Translation
On the other shore of sadness,It is said that there is a smile,
On the other shore of sadness,It is said that there is a smile,Finally we arrived.But what are we waiting for?
The purpose is not to run away,It's to chase after dreamsWe should have gone out to travelOn that summer day so long ago
In a place worn down by sadnesssomething called a miracle, is waitingYet we are still searchingfor the sunflower that grows at the end of spring
The warrior who awaits the morning lightbefore he can clasp it with red nails,his tears glitter and fall
Even if we’ve grown used to lonelinessonly relying on the light of the moonWe have to fly away with featherless wingjust go forward, just a little further
Even tomorrow, if you see itThough there isn't a sigh either.Like a ship going against the current flow.Right now, go forward, move ahead.
Even if it cuts through the rain and clouds,The wet roads shine,Only the dark will teach,A stronger and stronger light,Be strong, go forward, move ahead.

Well it is my birthday but....
thats not the reason why i pick 28....
it's like a lucky number to me...
because there's a lot of event happened on that date...
because i won a lot of lucky draw by that number...
well not me, my father won it...hehehe
because it's a "complete period"
because......

It is a special number you know...
Well everyone has it right...

sory for others...

i did'nt manage to get your picture...huhuhu

Me, Aqila, Mardiah, Al, Tiqa and Mas had planned to go to Giant today!!

After the econ's class we all rush to the hostel...

we planned to take the INTI bus...

that is on 5.15p.m...

so we went back to the hostel and went for our Asar prayer...

all of us were so excited...

do you know why...

hahaha...

it's the first time for the six of us went out on the EVENING!!

such surprisingly event happend....
well we had our econ's replacement class this evening...
so friday next week there will be no econ's class...

at the end of todays class...
Mr. Yee ask us to take out a piece of paper....
argh!!
is it quiz!!??

No la...

he asked us to write what happen today...
share with him anything that we want...
you may tell him "what you think about him??" hahaha...
or maybe anything that makes you uneasy until today...
or maybe anything that you worried with....
or maybe ANYTHING LA....

I wrote for my first time....
I mean to wrote something that really came out from my heart...
I could say that I usually act "cruel" to everything...
but I think no one notice it...hehehe
maybe I don't care much...

I don't know what to say...
but i feel "light" maybe...
I can't tell by words...
but I sure feel something different when writting it...
hm..

Do you remember the date when we first celebrate Earth Hour....??

Well actually....hm... I did'nt turn off my "light"

hahaha...

Do you know why??

Guess..

It's my Birthday!

28 March !

I celebrate it with my family by having a BiG MeaL....

hehehe

My father and My mother surprised by having a large bowl of TOM YAM!!

em..my favourite...

Plus Steam Fish....Fried Prawn...Seafood....etc..

Well it's good that we're out...

my brother had planned something bad that night....

Earth Hour!!

from 8.30p.m. to 9.30p.m.

hahaha...

http://www.mediafire.com/?zimjjzxm2ty

Ash Like Snow

sora akaku someru kokutan no yami
nomikomareta hoshikuzu-tachi
hakanaku furitsumoru hai no yuki

mitsumeta nageki no mado
I never dreamed
kooritsuku
there... I come for you

omoi wa sekibaku no yozora ni
maiagari kudaketa
kono sekai ga katachi wo kaeru tabi ni
mamoritai mono wo
kowashite shimatteitan da

kokoro ni hishimeku haitoku no yami
kimi no koe ga masui no youni
tsumetaku kankaku wo ubatteku

mujun wo oikakete mo
owaranai
naze boku wa tatakau no?

tatoeba hikari ga kieusete
kono hoshi ga ochite mo
wasurenai yo
sono chiisana negai ga
aru beki basho eto michibiku

there I come for you yeah
Ash Like Snow
is falling down from your sky
Ash Like Snow
Let me hear...
why I have to fight?

kono omoi wa sekibaku no yozora ni
maiagari kudaketa
yami wo hiraku eikou to hikikae ni
mamoru beki mono wo ushinatte kita
(It's falling from your sky)
munashisugiru
(Baby I come for you)

kudakechitta kakera ni kizutsuku tabi
tozasareta boku no kokoro wa
tsuyoku naru koto wo erande
koko made kitan da

Itai hikari megakuramu asahi wo
nuritsubushite kuro ni kae tara
mini sasae yami nitokeru darou
Seisho nan tehitsuyou nai

The dirty butterfly which influences all...
Tsubasa hirogeta

kono yoga osoda toshinji subete wo
azamu itekita
imasara mou modorenai
yume mo fuminijiru

Soshite
Eien ni jouei sareru zetsubou kinema
aseta riru wa kyou Momawaru
warai mo sezu namida momisezu
kare hateta boku ga utsutteiru
Itsukaraka toza sareta kokoro no sora
(kyou.kowa) ku sake bukotomodekizu
hiroi yami de nanimo kikoezu hitori obiteru nodarou

todokanai kako henoino ri

Yowasa ga (aku.waru.) dato shinji subete wo
kizutsu ketekita
Warai kakushi nagara subete wo azamu
itekita
imasara mou modorenai
yume mo fuminijiru

Soshite
(kurikaeshi)
Eien ni jouei sareru zetsubou kinema
aseta riru wa kyou Momawaru
warai mo sezu namida momisezu
kare hateta boku ga utsutteiru
Itsukaraka toza sareta kokoro no sora
(kyou.kowa) ku sake bukotomodekizu
hiroi yami de nanimo kikoezu hitori obiteru nodarou

Eien ni kirikaesu zetsubou kinema
aseta riiru wa kyou momawa ru

kowareta omocha noyouni

Lets sing together....

atatakana namida dare ni nagaseba ii
sukoshi no hikari mo todokanai sekai de

yasashii kotoba de dare wo teraseba ii
kanashimi igai wa utsusenai kokoro de

kimi ga fureta basho ga watashi naraba
kodoku wo shinjite kita hibi ga uso ni natte shimau

saa tobitatou oreta tsubasa kakushinagara
setsunasa wa itsudatte ano taiyou sae mabushii
dakishimete hoshikatta no wa watashi da to shitte shimau made...

yawarakana asu ni nani wo nagekeba ii
aisuru imi sae wakarazu ni iru no ni

kimi ga nobasu te wo nigitta naraba
shinjita mono no nanika ga chigatte mieta no desu ka

saa iku ate no nai tabi no naka de deaou
sore wa mada mita koto no nai jibun na no kamo shirenai

hateshinai kioku e to nagareru kumo wo koenagara
shinjitsu wa itsudatte ano taiyou yori mabushii
dakishimeta kinou ni kitto watashi to iu hajimari ga aru...