Sunday, January 31, 2010

good and bad news....

good news....
i just received my laptop today...
i went out to digital mall with my father early in the morning, about 9.00 a.m i think...
i was the first customer at the shop as we were early, the shops open at 11.00a.m....
the bad news is....
my laptop had to be format...
there's a virus that disturbing the system...huhu
all my files....especially songs, movies, pictures......argh!!!!
i can't take it but i had to do it...
losing the files is nothing compared to the laptop....
but wasting my time it is!!

well, nothing can't be done with it.
what to be, is what had to be....what i'm talking i reallt don't understand this phrase...haha

whatever...
i'm in room right now waiting for qila...
just got back with my dad...
his on his way back to putrajaya right now....
i wish him for a safe journey....

i also had bought the new kasperky 2010...
hope the viruses will be killed as fast as it could...
don't disturb my files, naughty, creepy, dirty....virus

i think i'm going to tidy up my room befor continuing my studies....
enjoy the day ~_~

Saturday, January 30, 2010

I can't be blogging for a week or more...huhu~

my laptop gives me a problem after i tried downloaded the avg antivirus 9.0, i did it because i only used the trial avg 9.0 for a month...than i want to change to the free adition...just what i did to mas's laptop...
then it happens that inti have a very low internet signal so i had to retry to donwload avg again and again...
until i became fed up of it...
soi used my old avg 8.5 as i was affraid that my laptop will get caught by any viruses...
when i manage to install avg 8.5, i had to restart it so i did...
then i don't know what making my laptop going nuts....it restared again and again, i don't know when it will stop...
so i stay calmed and just press the start button for along time....and try to started it again...
but it stays the same....my laptop will continue to restart from the minute it shows the user log in...haha
i just want to continue watching my ghost whisperer at that time when i had to restart....
i don't know who's mistake is it....maybe me or the comp or avg....haha
now i'm using masy's laptop....she's gone out for lunch right now....with a love on her time table..hehe..
ok got to go for my work...
ms dil asked us to type the proposal....
enjoy the weekends....well mine kind of boring..huhu ~_~

Friday, January 29, 2010

something unusual...

I always go to the library early in the morning...
i've never done it but i think i had to...
qila always said that...wa! kemasnye....mesti dia dah pergi ni...
i'm sory i left you without a masage...but i don't want to wake you up...hoho
if anyone tries to find me...just search at the library, usually i go there after breakfast around 8.00 a.m.
i usually went to palma for breakfast alone...is it wrong?? hm what ever...
i think it's time for me to be more independent...
i'm a big big girl...
in a big big world...
is not a big big thing....
that....what ha...i don't remeber...haha
qila is going back this weekend and i have a problem with my laptop...
so i can't watch movie this weekend...huhuhu...
mas invited me to jusco seremban...yeah!!!
i was thinking of buying the roller blade but...
as my laptop had gone mad i may have to use the money for repairment...
thus, buying the roller blade is my oppurtunity cost...huhu..
it's ok la...
next time i'll use my jpa money to buy one ~_~
got to go...
ms dil's class at 10.00a.m.
haha.. ~_~
enjoy~

Thursday, January 28, 2010

I'm just wandering....

do people read my blog....??
i'm not a good write...and i think i had nothing much to share with...
but i was trying very hard to write....
eventhough there is no comment receive, i just want to know if there was someone reading it....
i'm not good in sharing things but i'm trying my best to do so...

IS THERE ANYONE READING THIS!!!!?????

i feel like i want to stop but i also think that its fun to write....
hm...
i don't care if there is no one to read, but
i'll keep on trying until they leave a comment...
hehe
hope so..
i'm planning of doing a story....
i don't know what's the title yet..
i haven't given it one...
hm...
hope there's someone out there will read it....
even though it may be boring.....
but ENJOY ~_~

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

what your skin type???

There are five basic skin care types: Oily, combination, sensitive, dry and sun-damaged. Your skin type is determined by how much (or how little) oil your skin produces. Genes, diet, stress level, medication and even your skincare regimen all determine how much oil your skin produces.


Here are the five different skin types and their characteristics.

Type 1: Oily Oily skin tends to shiny with enlarged pores, and is prone to blackheads and blemishes. You might experience some tightness.

Type 2: Combination/normal This skin type has medium pores, a smooth and even texture, good circulation, healthy color, may tend toward dryness on the cheeks while being oily in the t-zone.

Type 3: Sensitive Sensitive skin tends to be thin, delicate with fine pores. It flushes easily, is prone to broken capillaries, is frequently allergic and can be rashy.

Type 4: Dry Dry skin feels tight, especially after cleansing. You have a tendency towards fine wrinkles, flaking and red patches. In women of color, skin may appear ashy or dull from dead skin buildup.

Type 5: Aging or sun-damaged This skin also feels tight with visible wrinkles, slack skin tone especially around the cheeks and jawline with leathery texture and broken capillaries.


mine is type 2...how  about you???

Remember....or to be remembered...

birthday is something special to everybody...
either to kids or adults...
everobody wants to be remembered that day...
to be great with kind words...
to celebrate with good memories...
but what happen if there is no one, no body would remember your birthday...
what would you feel...??
i kind to use to people who can't remembered my name (not even my nick name) but what about your birthday...??
it's a special day, the day when you were born...

well for some, they really don't care if there is no one to remember him or her...
the reason maybe because birthday celebration is something annoying...
the day people pretend they care but actually they didn't...
for some they really want people to remember but no one cares about her...
it feels lonely right...

before this i always think that no one will bother about my birthday....my family always celebrates it by having a dinner outside....eating KFC, PizzaHut, or anything that i like....
but then when i see other peoples celebrate their birthday, with so many people (and presents ~_~), care for him or her, i felt that i also want to have it....and the first time everyone wish for me had me cry...
i don't know if they really wishing for me, but the feeling of being care sooth me....

then, i make a habit of not to care for others but to myself...
i want them to remember me, but in the same time i feel like can't remeber them...
i always asking myself why....
imagined if i'm in their shoes....no one remembers you...how will you feel...??

it take me a long time to figure it out...
and when i think it back, yeah...birthdays are something really important but....
it would be nice if the one who will be wishing you is the one that really cares...
the one that really WANT to remember you....

i kind of mad if someone can't remember my name, well at least my nick name...
but i try to be considerate...
people tends to forget easily...
the older you get...the more you forget...

but i hope i will not forget anything about myself...hehehe
~_~

I just want to know....

does anyone know how to play piano or any types of music instrument??
if you do, i would like you to play Lacie for me.....
it really sound nice....
~_~




DO YOU DESERVE THE LIFE YOU HAD...??

"IT'S GOOD IF YOU NEVER BEEN BORN!!!"

What do you think of this phrase??
I can't take hearing someone said it to others but...
what if someone said something like that to me??
I always think whats the person feelings if I were in his or her shoes...
Am I really unworthy??

I found that its hard to take it, do you??

I watch someone (i'll call him O) who always work hard so that the person he wanted to see the most will ever watched him...but even how much the effort is, the person that he longing to see does NOT want to see him ever!!
He had a friend, and his friend can't stand it anymore so he went and ask the person O wanted to see...
and what he said really shocked me.....
his friend said " isn't he is your beloved son??"
and the person replied, "Beloved?? (with an irritating smile) Thay boy...It'd be better if he was never born."
his friend was very shocked....."What... do you...mean..!!!??? " he try to fight him but he can't....
his friend was only a servant....unable to fight back...
O tries to stop the person he love from taking away his friend....O touches the person but he was push back....and the person said, " Don't touch me, you filth!!!"....and he left....left O alone again...
no matter how much his effort is, the person he wanted to see the most will never acknowledge him.....his existance....his being as a son

I know that his heart would broke but....
he was very strong....
he keep on doing things until one day the person he love the most will find that he was worthy....
guess how old is he??
younger than me!!!

hope to hear some comment....
~_~

Monday, January 25, 2010

FINISHED~_~

I've waited so long for the next episode and thankfully my friend got it....
I manage to finish watching the series....
I can't consetrate with out knowing the next episode...
I will keep on wandering what's going to happen...
but know i had finished it...
kimochi ne...
guess what's the series is it....??
do you ever heard of liar game??
the last episode of 2nd season just aired on tv in Japan last week i guess...
and i manage to watch it just a moment ago....
now, i'm thinking of reading but i don't know where to start...
i was thinking to stay up for a while...
so i made nescafe...
i know its bad because of the caffein but i think if i consume it in a small amount i'll be ok...
hopefully...
so, i'm still thinking of what to do....??
maybe i'll go on browse for some article...
ms. dil wants us to find at least 5 more article...
she wants to shows us how to summarize it tomorrow....
account class canceled as ms natasha had a course...
so i'm quite free tomorrow....
need to work harder....
so i'm thinking of staying at the library tomorrow....
aah~
i almost forget to tell you...
i woke up early this morning and went breakfast ALONE at palma....
is it ok??
hahaha...
i know it was wrong to go out alone but i was really hungry....
i didn't ate 'heavy food' last night....
so i rush to palma early in the morning....
the atmosphere was very cold...
i like it very much...
do you know i like cold places cause i easily sweat...
but i also hate cold places, cause if i didn't sweating i might had to go to the toilet....
hahahaha......
can't control myself...
ok time to go for me to sleep...
~_~

Sunday, January 24, 2010

I'm hungry....

I wish i had gone to kfc today...
I really want to it zinger tower...
I can't stand to eat mamak everyday...
why does Maqmar closed...??
and suprisingly D'Fauzi too...
argh....
I'm really hungry...
wish that i can bring something to cook...
no need to go out every time...
it's a waste of time you know...
especially last night...
we went to Bondi....at 9.00 p.m.
we got there about 9.10 p.m.
we ordered at 9.23 p.m.
and we got our meal almost at 10.00 p.m!!!!!!!!!
argh....
hope Maqmar will open tomorrow...
my stomach can't stand the taste of mamak...
anyway i still have my chipsmore....hehe
biscuit pun biscuit la....
enjoy ~_~

my record....burned down....huhu

I failed!!!!
I had failed to stop using Facebook for a month....
but at least I'm not using it now....
I opened it this morning after receiving a massage from my family....
hahaha...
and then i saw a lot of invitation...
i can't help myself to open it....
i've failed....
but i set a new one....
NO MORE FARMVILLE, CAFE WORLD, BARN BUDDY, FISH VILLE, MAFIA WARS...ETC.
FOR A MONTH!!!!
hopefully i succeed....help me with my goal....friends ~_~

don't kept me waiting~

i must have gone made waiting for it to come out...
but its my favourite and i don't want to miss it...
my chance to see it just once a month...
i kept on waiting but still no sign of it...
i really want to say to it..."don't do this to me!"
i'm exhausted of waiting, i fed up of waiting, i don't like to wait...
you promised to come out but you didn't...
you broke your promise and this make my heart break...
i can gone crazy if i always think of you...
and if i do, i don't know if i can sue you...
i can go crazy if i'm waiting for you...
and if i do, i don't know if you still respond to me...
hahaha...

i'll kept waiting, even if it hurts me, cause i had a feeling on you, and i can't let you go....
like what david always says...
"don't let go..."
please come out....i'm waiting~

Friday, January 22, 2010

got to work out...

I had made a schedule myself~
I had done it several times ago, in the past of few years, but I didn't managed to follow it...
but this year, after receiving the worst result ever, I intend to discipline myself...
I don't want to be sooooooo lazy anymore, I always playing when others are study....
and I never take some matter serious in my life...
I know that I'm prematture (well i also thought my self as immature...), I think I can't understand my surrounding very well...(no wonder my friend ran from me....hahaha I can't understand them either)
So this year, I want to make a change...
Hopefully others can help me into it....
~_~

Sunday, January 17, 2010

I COOK FOR MY DAD TODAY~

i went home last week just to sent my stuff that is too full in my wardrobe....haha
i left some of my clothes here but i don't remember how many of them....
so when i got back to inti, i can't put all my clothes in...
thus, i had to bring some of it back to my father's house at putrajaya...

i went there by ktm, stop at bandar tasik selatan and rode the erl to putrajaya central...
from ktm nilai to bandar tasik selatan it cost me about RM4.30 cheaper than what cost me by taking the erl that is RM5.30....
i guess no body wants to ride erl eventhough it is much comfortable than ktm, the fee is too high...

on saturday, i went to carefour to buy some groceries and some prawn...
i'm going to cook for my dad~
well i'm not a good cooker but i was very pity at my dad as he always had to eat outside food....
i cooked sambal udang and telur masak kicap for my dad.....
and he cooked me sayur campur.....eventhough he knew that i don't eat vegetables......he force me to do so...haha

i brought sambal udang to inti......i thought of giving my friends a taste of my cooking.....


enjoy my dish....~_~

Friday, January 15, 2010

I'm Going Back Today!!

but i'm scared to go....
i remembered every scene from the movie i watched yesterday....
i remember the hallway, the living room.....and the bed room.....
do you know what was the movie i've watched!?
well from the title itself we know that its a horror movie...
but i always think that its only a movie so its not that real....hohoho
but after watching Paranormal Activity......
i could feel the ghost beside me.....huhu...
i could feel that its watching me....
i could feel its breathing....
i could hear its whispering to me....
i could hear the footsteps walking....
i could feel......everything....
but i slept like a baby last night....hahaha
maybe because i'm exhausted a day, walking in a shopping mall....
i let the lights on....it does not mean i forgot or what...
hahaha...i'm scared~_~

pArAnOrMaL aCtIvItY~

Katie, a student, and her boyfriend Micah, a day trader, live in a two-story tract house in suburban San Diego, California. Katie claims that a ghostly presence has haunted her since her youth and believes that it has followed her to their new home. During a visit to their house, Dr. Fredrichs, a self-professed psychic, assesses that they are being plagued by a demon which feeds off negative energy and is intent on haunting Katie no matter where she goes. Dr. Fredrichs recommends they contact Dr. Johann Averies, a demonologist, but Micah's reluctance to do so leads to arguments with Katie. Each night, Micah mounts a video camera on a tripod in their bedroom to record any paranormal activity that might occur while they sleep. He manages to capture several phenomena, such as objects moving on their own, lights and televisions switching on and off, and sounds ranging from voices and growls to footsteps and loud thuds. The strange occurrences in the middle of the night soon involve Katie awakening to spend several hours standing by the bed staring at Micah while he sleeps and going outside to sit on the backyard swing, none of which she remembers the following morning.




Katie, already irritated by Micah's making light of the situation, becomes irate when Micah brings home a Ouija board, despite Dr. Fredrichs' warning against any attempt to communicate with the entity. While the two are out of the house, a wind blows through the living room and the Ouija board's planchette moves on its own. A small fire soon erupts on the board, extinguishing itself seconds later. That night, Micah sprinkles talcum powder in the hallway and later they find inhuman footprints leading to the attic. There, Micah finds a charred photograph of a young Katie, previously thought to have been destroyed in a house fire. That night, the bedroom door slams shut and is violently banged upon from the other side. The next day, they discover the glass over a photo of them has been smashed and Micah's image gouged with a deep scratch. Dr. Averies is abroad when Micah finally agrees to invite him, so Dr. Fredrichs agrees to make a second house call. However, Dr. Fredrichs immediately has a sense of foreboding upon entering their home, and apologetically leaves despite their pleas for his help.



That night, Katie is dragged out of bed and down the hallway by an invisible force. Hearing her screams, Micah gives chase and wrests her away; the next day he discovers a gruesome bite mark on her back. Stressed and exhausted, the couple decide to go to a hotel. Micah later finds Katie gripping a crucifix so tightly that it bloodies her palm. Just as Micah is set to leave, a suddenly calm Katie insists they instead remain at the house. That night, Katie awakens to once again stare for several hours at Micah while he sleeps. She then goes downstairs into the darkness and begins screaming. Micah wakes up and runs after her, while the camera, left on its tripod, records what sounds like a struggle downstairs. The screams suddenly stop, and a brief silence is followed by the sound of heavy footsteps coming up the stairs. Micah's body is violently hurled at the camera, knocking it over. Katie slowly walks into view, her clothing soaked with blood. She crouches over Micah's body, eerily smiles at the camera, then lunges toward it with a demonic growl as the screen cuts to black. An ending title card states that Micah's body was discovered days later by the police, and Katie's whereabouts remain unknown.